Wednesday, June 5, 2013

A Weigh To Go.


I know what you’re thinking. “Oh Great! Another weight loss blog.” Yes, here I am, adding yet another blog about a one girl’s journey to skinny side of the store. But, I am writing this solely for me. I am a writer. It’s one of my passions, only outweighed (haha) by my passion for photography. I feel like writing about my goals will make them more real to me. I have said I wanted to lose weight for years now and have yet to do it. I always pick doing something else over getting myself healthy. But, hey, thats today’s youth for you right? You see, now things are different. I don’t want to be the only 20 year old at the beach in a one piece. I don’t want to be the girl who can’t fit into anything anymore. I don’t want to be the girl who is afraid to date because I don’t know what he’s thinking about my weight. I want to be thin. I want to be able to walk around a High waisted denim shorts with a button-up collared tank top tucked into them and not have to worry about if my belly pooch shows. I don’t want to go into stores anymore and wonder if I’m going to have to go to the plus size department just to find anything that fits me. More importantly, and before I say this let me add that I am not engaged, nor want to be for a while, but when I’m shopping for that perfect dress, I don’t want to limit my selection to the dresses that can be made in plus size or a shape that flatters a bigger girl. I am not saying there is anything wrong with being “thick and proud”, but I am put up with clothes not fitting me, guys not liking me, and self-consciousness for far too long now. If I can change all these things, then why don’t I? Laziness, that’s why. Today, that’s all going to change. I am becoming a new person. I am changing old habits and forming new ones. I am done always being the fat girl. 



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